Chapter 75 behaves parents'
The Wan son takes a bowl house.Fan Jian looking at bedside to lie of think, moderate say:"Like a rest bottom."
Think usually have been sleeping after Fan Fu house master bedroom outside Xiang, just be suddenly seen one by the doctor in an interesting condition today, Liu Shi made the decision Teng a few comfortable rooms to come out and let her move to come in.
Fan Jian twists a head to took a look this decoration in the building and secretly appreciates to Liu Shi, looking at again to think tiny white distressed sides to permit, and then livings just some little apology and in a soft voice says:"Is my be not, incredibly became the person whom the last knows."
At this time as householder but speech, Fan Jian should be an of a moderate side, pleased of one side, say more some let pregnant woman rather the heart calm down divine of the good to listen words was a to slightly say two, but he choked, face foolishly looking at to thought, a long time could not say words.
After being a burst of and silent, the rim of eye thinking is tiny and red, bite lips to say:"Young master, see come out you not happy."
"How can?"Fan Jian intimidated a to jump, the bitterness said with a smile:"Mainly is too suddenly, a dessert manages preparation also have no."
He leads long the hand of miss house and slowly kneads to make, the smile says:"In my in the mind, you are always still that the station nearby whet Mo to add at me fragrant of big wench, always feel have no excessive long, we leave Dan state also have no how long ……you are incredibly about to become kid his mama."
"It has been three years since we left Dan stated, my careless young master."
Think to smile through tears, the half leans on on the bed and hopes him with the gentle and soft look in the eyes and in spite of lives together in going together of Chiang-Nan, still just Dan state formally primer behind, she still habitual ground form of address Fan Jian is young master, but don't change a form of address.
"Which afraid I become old man son.Only afraid to haven't worked well mental preparation as well."Fan Jian feels pity on ground to clap her hand and says:"When dad's this kind of affair really has some fearfulness."
"The young master cans do everything ……say that this livingsing a kid is a chemisette affair again."
"Can do everything?Giving birth to the kid is a woman ground affair, but teach the affair of kid but man ……want to keep a big adult of a kid, this but compare to write a homicidal difficulty of poem many."
Fan Jian's self-ridicule smiles and stretches hand into a cotton quilt to carefully caress to think tiny plump lower abdomen, unbearable self-reproach say:"In times before it has been four months since father saysesed ……you how also have no to say with me ……even if you are shy, must also say a voice for young daughter-in-law."
Think to feel that palm's ambulation in oneself's belly, the cheek is tiny and red, pull the quilt to own neck bottom.Is tiny frightened to say:"I am afraid ……I afraid is false."
"Keep in mind a kid where have what true or false."Fan Jian shuts eyes to feel Zhang under of rise and fall, living a some very complications in the heart of emotion.There is joy, have been already feared.Is tiny sour ……would be his/her own kid in that stomach?
He is a really momentary to accept he to be a dad ground fact, that kind of fearing is unexpectedly to ran over joy, very the mind is pure at this time clear, also be unlikely is thinking an in front performance not to come out, otherwise beginning behave to femalely think will certainly hate to die him.
Fan Jian some Nao Nao head, say:"What should I do now?"
Thought to cannot help but bursting Chi one to smile out:"Young master, certainly is should eat and then eat.Should sleep and then sleep, always not ability because I am pregnant a kid, make you stay by the side me every day."
Fan Jian suddenly stretched hand to lightly once pull to think a ground of wrist, put finger in the top and shut eyes to be partial to an elephant that was small and soft to listen to listen to vein.
At this time, just the Wan son walked to come in.A see mutually fair at for think to diagnose vein, the Zheng wears that big eyes curious ask a way:"Is a male is female?"
Fan Jian moves finger to slowly open and says with a smile:"Which so easily and then see out.Is your aring my finger that the Ｂ is super?"
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"Necessarily hold?"Wan son and think to listen to this fresh vocabulary, wrinkled up eyebrows at the same time, 100 think not get its solution.
Fan Jian coughed two, want attention ground thing towards thinking to give repeated advice to for a while everyday, particularly is an important step not is cool, then he walks to outside in the door and called the rattan everyone's daughter-in-law's son to come over, small and soft order some kind of, descend the type of the servant Fu of person to certainly need to seek the healthy, as for food also don't persistently big fish big meat, just picked a nutritive vegetables article to order several kinds.
"There is goat milk in the Chuang son not?"
The rattan everyone's daughter-in-law's son is excited that the location nods, thinking belly what inside bosom is the first Fan Jia Sun Bei, from not get these bottom people's concussion not already.
Got the answer of affirmation, Fan Jian said:"Everyday 1 bowl must boil."
Think Wei in the Wan son nearby inside the house, sad say:"I not the love drink goat milk."
Lin Wan Er wanted to think, when oneself at the beginning cured tuberculosis be also forced to drink goat milk every day by Fan Jian, that kind of the Tan flavor Be really hard to bear with, the unbearable facing each other says with a smile:"This goat milk could it be that pill of immortality?"
Fan Jian turns head to say with smile:"Although isn't a pill of immortality,really is a thing best, just the Tan flavor son weighed, thinking you can get to endure and insist drinking."
The way that Lin Wan Er suddenly thoughted of four Qis to think at that time, happy say:"This matter son lets four Qis do, don't know that if she is an almond still jasmine for putting flowering tea as well, a light astringent taste son, but is chase Tan flavor son all 袪 ."
On listenning to let four Qis serve their own foods, lean on on the bed of think to living discomfort so much, she originally is with four big Ya wreaths of Qi equal identities, be pregnant a kid at present, the treatment then and suddenly raises so many, she really some insides that don't dare to undertake, fear to let a mansion up and down said their shes ground gossip, subconscious inside then want to open mouth back cut off.
Fan Jian Yi waves hand and says:"This behind in house have no so many dead forms, you are the seasonal changes of Ya wreath, the Ye not and as usual wants to pund the back for you …… let four Qi pain for a while, just don't know way not become."
Think a face ascend a red, but discover outside in the door one Shan body peeps out four Qi wenches, that satisfied faces, that wench says with a smile:"This way certainly becomes, at that time everyday of young lady ground goat milk all I make of, as long as filtered tea residue with the gauze good."
The Wan son smiled Chen her one eye:"Lo you satisfied become what appearance."
Think to insist shouting Fan Jian's young master, four Qis insist shouting Wan Ms. Er, this a rightness of male hostesses in the home, the in addition is really these two big Ya wreaths, have some oddness on the form of address.Only this kind of man who has previous incarnation experience of Fan Jian probably also, would the matter of thus no object and so-called social status, like at these three steps that can match with to ascend him in the miss house, this is big kind.
"Want to insolate more at ordinary times, don't believe those steady old woman ground baloney, doing not blow the breeze stuffy house the inside will be stuffy dead."Fan Jian suddenly thoughts of one Chun matter, says to the rattan everyone's daughter-in-law's son easy to get along with son very seriously and knows if Liu Shi suddenly old bone Tung gets up, also only these two people can help to think to say some words.
"Pei Pei ……" rattan everyone's daughter-in-law's son hurriedly vomited two people's spittle and said:"Now son exultation.How to say that word."
Fan Jian Lan must manage her, selfish say:"The vegetable melons and fruits must promise.This is the ability not is little."Turn head and say towards thinking:"The time that is full must also eat ……some a light repast foods, you let the wenches do."
"Get."The rattan thick-skinned of everyone daughter-in-law.Selfishly will block up Fan Jian's mouth, say:"Exactly is a first one, this still wants 100 sons thousands in the days to come of, if young master all so the strain is bothersome, get not make us descending the person these to toss about dead."
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Fan Jian well comforted to think severals again and said that a few jokes make her relax nervous mind, then held the small hand of Wan son house.2 people at after inside in the park literally stroll.All the way then see several next persons who very get dint in mansion in a hurry and since then, see them hurriedly polite to salute, just the air inside accidentally has already revealed one silk is embarrassed.
"Does this do very?"Fan Jian knits the brows to ask a way.
The Wan son smiled to smile and said:"This all gives to think to offer congratulation ground and sees me ……certainly feel a bit embarrassed."
"Is embarrassed what?"Fan Jian is unlikely dull arrive such situation, just worry the Wan son really has heart knot in the heart.So intentionally ask.
The Wan son stared his one eye, depended head on his shoulder and in a soft voice said:"Do you say?"
Fan Jian claps her meat ground face son.The smile asks a way:"That you are really happy or is the leave happy?"
The Wan son is childish manner haven't all taken off of face up deeply wear a housewife ground calmly, still keep being those three words:"Do you say?"
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"I really strain?"Fan Jian leads long the hand of Wan son to walk to a stone at the side of rockery Deng sit in seat of honor bottom, embrace Wan son on own thigh, here quiet, have never descended a person to pass by, Wan son tiny abashed remaining also from get he went.
"BE not a careful ice either."
The Wan son put blame on a , suddenly thought of that that sentence that he ask raises head after considering a short moment and looks at him with that watery eyes, a long time hard says behind:"This woulds be me to want to ask you the ground, why have a liking for you how not happy, and ……seem some strain fears ……worry what?Is true is worrying my feeling?You should know that I ain't that etc. person."
Fan Jian shakes, smiling will embrace her double the arm is tight tight, say after considering a long time:"I don't know as well, probably is really the thought preparation that didn't do a father."
"Want what to prepare?"The Wan son has already become accustomed to a husband with this in this world man how not close by thinking habit, curious ask a way.
"For example ……can oneself construct a good growth environment for the next generation?"
The Wan son smile says:"Don't consider first too and farsightedly a problem, I am more curious BE, it is a male to think a belly inside exactly a kid still a female kid?"
"In times before not is once said ……"
"H'm, you can not necessarily hold cure of success."
"Necessarily hold cure of success, this phrase to use a ground of skillful."
"That are you to like a male a kid still a female kid?"
"Female kid."Fan Jian firmly says.
Lin Wan Er has some to puzzle that the ground looking at him, a long time after image is to understand what affair, sigh to say:"No wonder that you know you have kid how not happy behind ……want come to be feeling to think be not a female kid any more,Beats by Dr Dre Pro."
Fan Jian greatly deludes, the Zheng Zheng asks a way:"Why to think so?"
"The female kid is a pearl, wait to born a kid, gradually old will become fish eye pupil son, and you ……is to like pearl, even if not have fun, see also good."Lin Wan Er is smiling to say:"If this is you once wrote by yourself, don't deny."
Once Fan Jian's self-ridicule smile, this is the male Cao viewpoint, although is a bit close by with oneself …… this isn't oneself to know to have posterity still can not pleased real reason.
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"Can even if want to become fish eye pupil son, I also want to give birth to a kid for you."The Lin Wan Er Zheng Zheng hopes him and lightly bites lower lip.It is soft but make an effort to say.
Fan Jian smiled to order to nod, the suddenly positive color said:"I know that there is some more strange ruleses in this in this world, for example the concubine gives birth to of the kid want to call the wife as mother, even have some is since the childhood kept greatly by wife, but can hardly see own mother's ground of oneself."
Lin Wan Er looking at him, tiny knit the brows, ambiguously guess what he wants to speak.
"Although all of the big households of in this world are such."Fan Jian looking at her very in earnest, " but we don't want so."
Being not claim isn't request, is allow of no knowing of brush-off meeting.BE don't .
Fan Jian Ben doesn't think in this kind of time and speak so seriously words to bother Wan son originally difficult suppress an acerb mood.But while visiting a big house door in sickroom, previous incarnation's the rascal middle age fish eye pupil son being really played by Gao Wa Jie frightenned miserably.
Lin Wan Er ordered to nod.Flash across in eye a put on sad, slowly say:"I understand your meaning."
"Don't be sad."After the silent short moment, the Fan Jian's exhibition Yan says with smile:"This half year in Hangzhou I to the improvement that that medicine carries on you also all see in the eye, and most decisive of is ……Mr. Fei wants tomorrow, he since dares to see us, nature is have good thing to us."
The Jiao in his bosom soft body suddenly an earthquake, Lin Wan Er doesn't dare to believe ground to looking at his eyes.The surprise says:"It is really."
Although this news made the Wan son happy to get up,Fan Jian knows that his/her own what that pressed too hard talked to still keep harming the other party center of earth, just for thinking and thinking the kid in the stomach to think, he has to say words fore noodles.Then at this time, he lightly sighed tone, one really need to sigh stuffy air in the heart.Second, previous incarnation Mr. Jin once recorded in the deer Ding in let the small treasure once play this to recruit, dealt with a girl 100 try not great.
Fruit not it however, the Wan son sees his complexion heavy.Flick oneself's ground in heart small You hatred to open right away, the concern asks a way:"How?"
"You also see out in times before, after knowing to think in an interesting condition news, I how not happy …… on the contrary a bit frightened ……" Fan Jian lowers the head and seems to want to look for endocentric support and consolation from the cuckoldry body the interest.
"In fact there are a few reason."
The first reason nature is worried that the Wan son touches a view sad, this reason is light to once lift in times before.As for the second reason is in fact easy.
"I am a person who has no father."Fan Jian Wei says with a smile:"Although there is father, even have two fathers, but the time in Dan state, I am an also have no, and real of that, seemed to be never to once be my ground father."
A very difficult to pronounce words, but the Wan son understood, some vigilance grounds saw one eye on all sides, confirming this sentence can't be listenned to into an ear by the other people.
"Father to I best, but you are understand, this finally isn't the same affair.But as for in the middle of the temple that ……after Dan state came to Kyoto, I would am to see him white to see through and even be like your prince elder brother and two emperors and elder brotherseses the donkey Be similar to be driven out, much less my this illegitimate child."
"I am a person who has no father."Fan Jian aggravated tone to repeat 1 time, " so I really fear that I can't be a father, hence in times before the first reaction is in fear discomfort."
Fan Jian's previous incarnation of time have no parents, this a life time also have no parents, more miserably BE, the previous incarnation is a god isn't a thing too much, this a life time is parents aren't things too much-yes, at his heart deep place, he has been thinking in educating sons and daughters, this link, the mother does ground also very lousy, make him sad very much.
He two born long processes all have the imperfection of this aspect and brought his mental state tremendous shadow and have probably hadn't realized in the past, can today Fan Fu's good news but shone upon his dark side to refuse to admit that he wants to become a father in his subconscious completely.
The full face of Lin Wan Er feels pity on ground to looking at him.
"My mother doesn't love me as well."Fan Jian's some woods however ground say:"Probably you don't believe, but ……she really doesn't love me."
Can not love, still don't love?The people of this world always thinks the light eyebrow of leaf woulds be Fan Jian's mother, but only he knows by himself, after the rebirth goes to this world to come up, he for that faraway woman has of just curious with a difficult to express emotion, just along with the gradual growth, person of body week keeps speaking that ever brilliant woman, the business of body week kept stating that chemisette came and went, the trace of body week didn't stop to remind Fan Jian that chemisette existence.
As time passes, the previous incarnation has never acquired Fan Jian of mother's love to finally become accustomed to this, starts accepting own mother gradually being a light eyebrow of leaf and starts continuing to long for this name-2 cross standing alonely soul probably because mother and child this kind of hardest Niu take but mutual communication get up.
He admitted this.And in the north together west mountain that cave in, be the noodles of Xiao boon, state personally this sentence.
But once saw the letter in the box, knew much Fan Jian of those early years stories, have to tell oneself, the leaf light eyebrow doesn't love himself/herself, don't mean the soul of oneself, this different life time, but the son to this meat body also have no how much love.He inheritted the inspecting of leaf light eyebrow database inside the hospital to celebrate remaining hall, person's vein in those early years, intimate war ally.But these aren't that she stays ground to him intentionally, and even if stays to his again how?
"I ground the mother don't love me."Fan Jian's equanimity says:"Otherwise she can't abandon my a person to walk."
Lin Wan Er wants that comforting is a bit dejected of he.But don't know how to speak of, that already past go to ground how brilliant person to mother-in-law.Grew up in the temple since childhood of she, certainly know matchless.
"Not only just because of this."Fan Jian knits the brows to think, be that box is opened of time, he is some disappointment, because that letter is to stay to five uncle Zhus, not stay to own of, particularly believe a medium contents.Let him disappoint more.
"She calls that I am a rascal son."He is tiny to say with a smile:"And she didn't leave a speech phrase for me …… walk so."
"This kind of is cool, this kind of equanimity, seem to be some to calm down absurd."Fan Jian knits the brows to think own speech feeling life experience and always feels oneself ground the birth probably originally being a very absurd affair.
He continues to say, but the Wan son listens to somely frightened.
"She didn't tell me, in such a world of danger how keep on existing.She didn't tell me.Actually who Be worth trusting.She didn't tell me, rice how should eat, how should the wife is painful."
Fan Jian smiled:"Her ten thousand owned by private capital grand loves to the world.Be partial to living ground the sons and daughters are for oneself but have no concern, whether this is very rascal?Only so rascal mother probably also, would living I so rascal son."
Finish saying this sentence, Fan Jian in a soft voice coughs, Lin Wan Er gets down from his leg and pound all of a sudden all of a sudden him ground back.
Fan Jian puts a hand and says with smile:"There is also father very nearly and luckily ……" he points the direction of ex- house, and then says:"There is also grandmother, there are also those two strange old man sons, otherwise my whole life still really don't know to will become what shape."
Fan Jian is very always from hold a careful person, be like today like this regrets of time how not many, Lin Wan Er has been putting not to enter words and see him gradually escape from persistently harm sigh, the simply smile looking at him and listens to his one person's heart soliloquy.
"Listen to me singing a song."Fan Jian says suddenly and very in earnest.
Lin Wan Er ordered to nod, a bit curious, what kind of Li song will a big man sing?
Fan Jian Qi's lips but song, the voice is clear in take three to divide mournful, his voice isn't good, but this melody particularly and leisurely harms, leisurely harm in again take three to divide to expect, if the Yan next Han expects the kid whom the mother returns after rain and be like Yan bottom drive wind blows and rain beats down wear of the plain white cloth mean person son float to concuss, the Hun doesn't put forth effort, is led long by that line, unspeakable grief, look beyond afar.
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A song is at last.
"What mean?"
What Fan Jian sang is the writing that a kind of Lin Wan Er has never listenned to, word stanza the pronunciation is a bit weird.
"Lyrics probably the meaning is easy.Probably be ……
Mother's adult are you good
Yesterday I on the head of fir
Saw a bright stars
The stars stares at me
Like mother's adult very gentleness
I say to the stars
Want can experience frustrate
Is a male kid
If feel standing alone
I will talk
One day and probably will of
So so the expectation answer the letter
Mother's adult
A rest
A rest
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Mother's adult are you good
Yesterday the kitty in the monastery
Drive flank people in the village took
The kitty cried to tightly embrace mother Mao
I said
Don't cry
You aren't lonesome
You are a male kid
The meeting again sees a mother
The one day there will is certain
So so the expectation answer the letter
Mother's adult
A rest
A rest"
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Fan Jian's smile's lookinging at rim of eyes all has been red ground Wan son, say:"Is very good to listen?"
"H'm."The Wan son is used a nose H'm 1, ask a way:"A rest is the kid who writes a letter?Good wretchedness."
"Yes.1 cuts off most intelligent, but not ability and oneself's mother together living of pitiful child."Fan Jian says with a smile:"Am like very much with me ……just he writes a letter to also can mail by address, can I write a letter and send where?"
"What name does this song call?"
"Mother's adult."
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In the quiet bedroom, lend the light sky of light that is outside spread to come over by the window, Fan Jian takes out key and lightly opened a black long box outmost that, then pressed with the stable finger several bottom, the sudden starts thinking of five uncle Zhus.
Slowly take out the above metal tool and that very thin letter, Fan Jian didn't see one more eye, because he has already acquainted with too much to that contents that letter.
He just stares at vision 3 F top the ground is that note.The seem will be blewed away by the breeze at any time of note.The note top is leaf the light eyebrow keep Leng Leng ground handwriting.
"Feed!If is five bamboos ……the honesty hand over to treat, who are you ?"
Fan Jian is similar at the mid-night like that rain.The lips are tiny to move, say:"I am you ground son."
"Are you how to open this box?"
"The estimate isn't my virgin is my son.Underneath of while waiting you to make a human life the thing comes to see again.Slice to record!"
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He opened 3 F, from in take out that thing, saw two writings on the eye, then cannot helped but wry smile to get up, soliloquize a way:"Indeed as expected have abortion a medicine, I say a mother ……you does the ground kuso to have some creativities?"
He is silent in the house for a long time, then raise head.Toward that box to hard say with the self-confident smiling face:"Mother, I made a human life to come, however I can't use this thing.You are accustomed to taking the whole affairs as joke to make, so you finally ridiculously left me, while I am different, I will diligently keep on living in the world here.As for my daughter or is a son ……please believe me, I will definitely look after him very well ……at least, will make it well than you.(Say 1 first:I sympathize with Wan son very much.The day will like hereafter of and believe me.
Some people guessed to open 3 F, at the beginning guess Du Lei Si and urgent birth control pill of mostly ……can say everyone ground the imagination all outran me or the small leaf kusoes of natural endowments, admire very much.
This chapter word counts today many, because I have been really wanting to write 1 and write what?Isn't Fan Jian's mental shadow, but his feelings for leaf light eyebrow, that kind of once truely positioning after behaving son should have of You hatred viewpoint ……mother's adult don't love me, this marking me has already put greater half for year in the preliminary draft, have been wanting to write and finally write out today, very good.
That song is a song that I love most, a rest of slice tail song, mother's adult of the rattan farmland Shu son, have on 100 degrees of search, the friend who have never listenned to listens to for a while, really good, this is also what I have been marking clearly in the preliminary draft must Fan Jian sing, he has to sing out.
Have abortion a medicine nature is leaf the light eyebrow classmate at the beginning and self-providedly and greatly kill a machine, just Fan Jian's existence proof she has never used, then she was this as the most important inheritance to pass his/her own posterity in the world here, than inspect a hospital and inside the database more important inheritance ……be showed from this, she is love her own rascal son, Fan Jian has to wide awake ground to know this.
These words and none of that songs are counting in the word, monthly ticket still just in the twice, old two although isn't good to listen, but long of very handsome, joy difficult to express, ask everyone to continue to support, have already pretty much appreciated.
Finally cannot help but to still mean to say 1:The song that uses a to rest to write small leaf, this ……is really a kind of fate.)
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